this blog will self destruct.
I think I might be done blogging. I started this when I was crazy and I needed something creative to do and it was good. It was good to be in the National Post, to have thousands of people read about the word slut. It's fun to know that someone is walking around with a t shirt with my image on it. It's good to be able to to turn into a c-list blog celebrity in 5 months and boss a bunch of the boring blogs out there even tho I can't write worth shit. It is liberating to post slutty pictures. It's good to take pictures and notice things and bler blah blegh. I am just starting to feel like this blog is a bubble I have around myself and I want out of it. I want to do something creative with better rewards. Something I might get paid for. Even when people get blog famous it seems not worth it kinda and I've plateaued anyway. I don't want to be geeked out all summer. I don't like the highschoolyness of blog popularity. I am frustrasted with my site looking all fucking disjointed and fucked up on all different computers. I want to be queen.
What else?
I might still post some just not feel I need to. I want to spend the time I do doing this, doing something else. I'm making a stupid comic which is pointless as this blog. Maybe I'll actually start really getting somewhere with the book I keep writing/not writing. If anyone would ever buy it email me and I'll tell when if it's ever done. I'll probably sift thru the blog and write a stand up something or other out of it. I will think it sucks but maybe I will get a wave of courage and try it out anyway. If you remember anything I ever wrote that made you laugh I would like to know about it please. Maybe I'll get bored and lazy and just start blogging again. Maybe I'm being melodramatic. Maybe I will be an actress even tho it fails to interest me cus I think I would be good at it. I think I would be good at it cus people tell me twice a week that I look like actresses. Can you guess which ones? Also cus my face moves a lot.
I want to say something to all the girl blogs I read, will still read.
Jessica you are funny and pretty and smart I wish you were my friend.
Raymi do stand up cus you would guaranteed succeed at it especially with your deep voice and confidence and it will lead you to bigger better things. Also if Raymi is a name you made up for your blog self and now you go by it, that is weird and maybe you want to stop being a character of yourself because it would be exhausting. If not, whatever.
Ashley I love that you are out there being blond and hot and smart and putting fucktards in their place.
Jill you are funny and pretty and smart and you ARE my friend.
score.
keep being creative.
Krista you are sweet and I hope you get into the school you want to and let me know if you ever come to Ottawa.
EtienneAida I think you don't like me and never read this, oh well. Nice art, good job on the pretty.
Jana I am most flattered by your readership? because YOU are a writer.
That's all.
P.S. If I don't get atleast 20 comments I'm totally gonna kill myself. |
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