open the hatchet, throw out the dignity
I can’t post right now because the internet is shut off which I find extremely frustrating. I am typing this now to say what I would. Last night I didn’t post because I was busy boozing and sluttin’, made out with some guy blah blah. I blacked out and I barely remember it at all but I was okay about it because I kinda felt that I kinda liked the guy I messed around with and found him attractive. Anyway that was last night and tonight he just goes and picks up some other girl. The truth is it really hurt my feelings and made me feel like a whore. To top it off some other comedian who was staying at the same place as loverboy from last night and knew all about it kept hitting on me tonight and took off about 3 minutes after I told him I had no kind of sexual interest in him. I wish I could go back to my gay days sometimes. Oh yeah except not because they sucked too. I wish I could go back to being a kid and just getting fingered by whomever and repressing it till I don’t know who it is.
P.S. I have no memories of being fingered as a kid. |
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