The Lewd Angel

crack parade

I hate this camera with a passion. I really do. It can't focus properly. It can't handle low light and everything looks grainy as shit. I will take a picture and on the mini screen it looks like it is maybe interesting but as soon as you see in larger it looks like shit so I am always dissapointed in it. Also it cannot handle taking picture of eyes. It is like this weird thing that maybe it makes people blink but a whole picture will be in focus and except the eyes are all fuzzed out and demonlike. Fuck. I'm sorry that this is nothing but I am having a hard time concentrating on writing anything because every picture I take looks like shit.

Also I look like shit lately. My sleeping is completly screwed up, I am up till 6 am every night. I also had a nightmare last night. I was walking in this pitch black part of a street and somebody grabbed me to rape me or kill me or something. I also dreamt about a bunch of bloggers last night cus I'm a nerd.
Krista and Raymi and Samir were in it. I feel kind of creepy for admitting to that. It was some kind of thing where I was at the comedy club but then it turned into some kind of contest that was something to do with virtual portholes and housewives and sex. I don't remember so hot. It also involved changing your clothes really fast or something....I dunno. I'm cranky that I'm an old hag and that I have a shitty camera.