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The inside of my head feels like it is about to explode with pain right outta my skull and so I am wearing a headband rambo styles to contain it but I am wishing like crazy that someone was here with a mile of gauze to wrap my entire body all up like a mummy and maybe tell me some funny stories or something till I felt better so that when I came out of the mummy suit I would feel like a metaphorical butterfly ready to take on the day instead of a sad old tired piece of shit who just wants to fall asleep on the couch. For some weird reason I also feel kinda sick pukey. I didn't get sloshed or anything last night but my body is acting like I injected 80 syringes full of rubbing alcohol straight into my veins.
I turned off my archives yesterday because I can tell that lately there are too many people who know me in real life wandering around the crappy garden of thoughts that mental illness grew last winter.
p.s. I don't think its creepy if you met me before and came across this site. Obviously it is posted on the internet linked thru lots of places etc etc. It's okay to say hi I read this.
p.p.s. down with punctuation. |
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