The Lewd Angel

Daddy's on the drink again.

My friend Jill today said that my blog depressed her because I just talk about drinking and I make it seem like I think it's really cool to be an alchoholic. She is annoyed with me because I never email her anything of length which is true. At any rate it really offended me for her to think that the subject of most of my writing is being drunk or thinking being an alchoholic is cool or whatever. The weird thing is that I was talking to someone else about this who said that he views it as 5 of my last 7 posts are about drinking. I honestly don't get that at all and so I am asking for some feedback. Do those people who read this feel that it is just about me drinking or what?


The place I work at is this kind of funny cafe/restaurant which is frequented by an interesting cast of characters. They all have money because it is fairly upscale place but it's just really strange. There is one guy who comes in who is a wine distrubutor and photographer. He takes classy pornographic pictures of women and brings in this thing he calls an image bank and kinda shows them around to different people. It's kinda weird because he shows pictures of girls to people that know them as casual aquantainces. Sometimes he is all sneaky and discreet about it and other times very hey practical stranger look at this naked picture of a hot girl. I want to ask to look at them but I feel kind of weird about it. I think that while I was looking at them that my reaction would be too carefully studied. He showed me one once and I kinda blushed and said "Oh you're a photographer!" even though I knew full well he was. I want to ask him if he just takes these pictures for fun or what. I'm not really sure about his story but it's usually pretty interesting when he comes in.

I don't think hackers use magic says:
buy anything?

LGM - Betty Kennedy's Head says:
go to the washroom?

LGM - Betty Kennedy's Head says:
buy anything? for xmas you mean?

I don't think hackers use magic says:
yeah

I don't think hackers use magic says:
i just got back

LGM - Betty Kennedy's Head says:
just some stuff for my parents

I don't think hackers use magic says:
i sat down on the toilet seat cus it was down and im on my period and i got blood all over the cover

LGM - Betty Kennedy's Head says:
no comment

I don't think hackers use magic says:
hahahahahahahaha

I don't think hackers use magic says:
going in the blog

LGM - Betty Kennedy's Head says:
nice touch

I got caught skipping school today and telling a dumb lie about how we got let go early. I'm a moron cus it snowed like crazy today and I never left the house and made any tracks in the snow. So I guess my dad tracks my lies through snow. I was relieved to get caught tho because I hate making up retarded shit and I suck ass at it and know I'm not believable anyway. Anyhow I ended up fessing up to barely going to school and sleeping completly fucked and being on stupid meds for depression. It was okay but the funny result is that he put parental controls on the internet to kick me off at 2. I have a password to get on and it is "gotobed". I wish I weren't as old as I am.

I was thinking how I wanted to change my description of my blog underneath where it says the lewd angel and I thought wouldn't it be funny if I called it the longest suicide note ever written but I'm not sure people would get it or find it funny.

Thursday, November 24, 2005