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I was having major period pains yesterday so I called in sick to work. I ended up going to my dads house for supper and after we went to my borthers music recital thing. It was pretty strange, he was the only boy and one of only two playing piano. Mostly it was awkwardly aged girls singing pop songs with karaoke backing. There was crazy disco lights. The chairs were probably the most uncomfortable I have ever sat it and we were right in the front row. Oh yeah, and I sat in between my dad and my stepmom which was awkward because then my dad kept looking at my stepmom for eye opinions of the acts or something but she wasn't noticing and it just seemed like he was looking at me. I feel bad for girls 11-14 ish. There is no realy nice way for them to dress or anything. They were mostly all dressed up. One girl had on this nice dress and all I could see was her hairy I didn't start shaving yet puberty legs in the spotlight. I was that kid. I think I only started shaving my legs after I got made fun of a bunch in gym class. I didn't wanna grow up. I didn't want to wear a bra I thought they were uncomfortable plus I was young and socially awkward and still kinda like hey, what happened to making fun of kids who wear bras? sigh. I got my period in grade 8. I remember hating the smell of it. It made me feel ill, I was really upset about it, how come nobody told me about THE SMELL. I am curious if it smells stronger the first few times or if its because it's something your not used to.Anyway, back to the music recital. I cried in it after this one kid with a strong voice dedicated a song to her and granddad because I am lame and I cry at weird things. I think I was channelling their awkward pride or something. I usually cry when I see big crowds too, or big crowds that are all doing something the same like listening to music or doing a protest. This is forced writing. |
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