winnie the shoe
nobody bother reading this again. Basically I am out of commission for few weeks because I am busy or drunk or something but in a couple of weeks I will be back to my lame jokes or whatever.okay. I got my old laptop from forever ago fixed to bring to my new place and so I am seeing old pictures and holy shit serioulsy I used to be fucking hot as hell. If you know me now holy shit. You wouldnt believe how thin and hot I was year ago. Ugh. Maybe that will inspire me to lose weight and not spiral into depression altho maybe depression=hot. Hot is wasted on the crazy probably. Actually, okay I was still strange looking then and my teeth were still depressingly crooked but my body was hot. My top lip is longer than my bottom lip which makes me strage looking. I think most of my weird looking ness comes from that. Also it gives me the appearance of being unhappy when my facial expression is blank so that I am constantly being harrassed by people for being in a bad mood when I am not, so much so that eventually I get into a bad mood. The circle of life. Whatever I guess I didnt stick to my sobriety diet that well. I have a million things to do in the next few days. I'm sorry, I will come back to life soon. i think maybe eating dessert foods makes you dead inside or something because I am fat and boring now and I just ate two peices of lemon tart and I sort of hate dessert foods but I keep on eating them. Also I like how I seem like el crazy person because I am like hey world guess what?!?!?!?!?!?! Boring boring boring crazy. This blog turned into a notepad or mornin pages or somtheing. One time I was supposed to follow this new age-ish bok about how to be spiritual and creative and actuall I believe in the whole concept but whatever ai guess I never followed the book. ANyway, you were supposed to write three pagesout each morining ven if it was the most boring drivel in the whole land and the idea behind it is that evetually you will get your creativity back and write something worth reading and whatver else. i only did it for few days or maybe just one day I tink it was christmas day and i went out of my way to write and then forgot about it because I got a boyfriend and distracted. I have to pee. I really want to go to that poop camp where you poop out marbels that you swallowed when you were 8. |
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