more crap for the pile
Lately I feel pretty happy lallalalla whatever. Then I have these fucking panic attack type things especially about going home. I am afraid that people won't want to see me and I get this huge feeling of there being this big joke on me and I get to this big feeling that I am failure at a being a woman or something. I feel like I was born too loudmouth and too emotional and it puts me into this weird panic feeling because then I think that no one can love me and I will have to live at home forever because I am like mentally retarded but I don't know about it. I wish I could explain better the feeling of of being a failure as a woman, it is a really aweful feeling.
Also I think my blog sucks now and people even told me that it does and it makes me sad because I don't know why I can't write anything interesting but I think it is maybe related to not having my camera. |
5 comment(s):
Ya my blog started sucking when i lost my camera.
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J-Mo, at
12:47 p.m.
Oh, just keep doing what you're doing and don't worry about the rest of it. As long as you're getting something from it, you know?
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Anonymous, at
4:14 p.m.
im not getting anything from it
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Melissa, at
4:53 p.m.
That sucks cause we're all still reading it so WE must be getting something out of it. I mean, if it really sucked why would people keep coming back?
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Justin Beach, at
5:38 p.m.
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NYC TAXI SHOTS, at
9:02 p.m.
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