glass eyes and alibis
Sometimes I feel really weird about everything I plan on doing because I am like wait a minute I have overconfidence problems and in actual fact I cannot do anything. I am soooo insane with the millions of things I have on the go in my head lately; art gallery-comedy-stupid headband company stuff and so then every now and then I am struck with this sudden wave of I suck and I am like some guy who works at walmart and lives with his mom and is 32 and can't let go of the idea that one day he's gonna be a rockstar when really he will just live with his mom till she dies or he kills himself.
I can get myself a meeting with the head of photography guy for the main Ottawa paper but I am like uhhhhh I would feel like a moron. Hi, I am a photographer. Want to see a million pictures I took of myself in the mirror? Can I have a job? Yes, my pictures would be very excellent if you were planning on writing a lot of stories about me taking pictures of myself. You could make a weekly column about me.
I get weird around anyone I think of as an adult because I feel like I am playing at being a grown up.
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