give me my pun back
Sorry but I took break from rejecting society to buy a new dress.
I took too long to write and now I have a million things to catch up on but half of them are imaginary and half of those I can't remember so maybe it won't be so bad. The thing is sometimes I feel guilty when I don't write about things because I know that I will probably forget it all in due time.
I spent yesterday walking around with Al v:Tuck handing out cds to stores and what not and despite the wind it was quite a pleasant day. I was thinking about it, and Lubel and Tuck are the two people I know who are most obsessed with their own names; perhaps it's an inspiring nomiker to own? I don't think nomiker is a word but it is somewhat similar to the one I mean. You guys figure it out. Seriously you are not worth the effort. That was a joke.
What else?
Oh I wanted to tell you guys about the other day when it was pouring and I was walking home and I was imagining that when I would get home that there would be a homeless person sleeping in front of my doorstep and how I would have to wake them up and be all like oh yeah tough rain eh? and how I would be such a good person because I would not even make them vacate my doorstep on account of the weather, but at the same time I was imaging how I would be scared that they had me kinda cornered so I was also imagining how I would make them step away from door by a 10 feet or so while I went in. Then I was imagining how I would probably give them some garbage bags to protect them from the rain and sorta self congratulating myself, like as if I would be this really good person if I gave a homeless person some garbage bags to sleep under. So pathetic. Of course there was no one there when I got home and the whole thing was some sort of shitty self congratulating shitty morals fantasy. I felt kinda guilty about it and started to think how probably like me most of the good things that people do are 1) NOT GOOD and 2) TAKE PLACE IN THEIR IMAGINATION but maybe it is better to atleast fantasize about doing semi-decent things than fantasize about doing bad things. sigh.
I can't even re-read that sorry I am too full of shame and alcohol.
p.s. MONIKER
whoa how did I forget that? |
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