sticky dumb human traps
I went for a walk today and took some boring pictures to show you guys Toronto. Mostly I went to buy groceries and investigate the popularity of boners in pop culture style art stuffs. I guess they are pretty popular. It sorta depressed me. I just find the world to be so dumb like oh all of the sudden we all are interested in boners or whatever. I just mean I find it so boring how minds will all go towards the same thing at the same time. Its just ugh trends they are so ugh, why do they exist? I find them so depressing like they are just signs that we are all lame and can't think for ourselves.
I went to this artist flea market thing which just sort of makes you feel like ugh, what am I doing with life wanting to be an artist? It is just people hanging out trying to sell you buttons and cards and quaint little items-stuff I might see myself making but I dunno what is the point? What is the point of making little quaint drawings and cards and then just being poor and trying to sell them to people. I mean I never buy that type of stuff really because-who needs it?
These two cultural cliches were trying to hard sell me on some little book of drawings. The guy was like insisting how I would be buying myself a whole bunch of new friends and I guess in my head I am like umm I do not need to be friends with anymore drawings thanks. Also he was like THEY ARE PSYCHIC VAMPIRES and my reaction to that is BOOORING psychic vampires are all the rage, who cares you are not interesting. I asked if i could take their picture while they were trying to force their junk on me and he didn't answer so I just went for it. Anyway, it is pretty good picture to have because now I can prove that I was not lying when I explained before about what Toronto is like. It just drives me nuts to think of those guys pulling on their moustache corners and putting on their dumb animal tops and looking at themselves in the mirror and thinking to themselves that they are really fascinating people. If you want to be an artist the first step is probably learning to notice things I dunno how to explain it.
Art galleries are a little depressing too- I just find that world depressing because the only people who buy art are rich and it is just this hoo haa exclusive boring world of rich people who want to buy themselves an interesting self image by collecting art. Maybe not all of them but a lot them- I mean you can hear the workers in the gallery flattering people for their "taste".
I'm seeing the world especially dark right now just because of the art galleries I suppose and then I did comedy tonight and it blew and I cried.
I don't know what to do to feel happy about stuff I mean maybe I should become mother theresa and help other people. I think that is what you are supposed to do when you feel like your life is miserable pile of shit, help people with shittier lives and better attitudes.
Anyway I have to study I am sure that I will moan on about the pointlessness of life some more in a few days so don't forget to come back and hear about it.
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