The Lewd Angel

I am starting to think something is wrong with me maybe. Like some of my opinions are based on who knows what- daydreams and then every now and then I am like uhhh whoa reality- what the fuck?

Whatever that was the worst sentence ever. I can't write much that is not too personal to write maybe. I smoked pot last night. Ugh I am not good at that. I just get this really sneaky feeling and then I turn obsessed with umm gender categorizing everything and also I dunno.  Here are some games I made up last night. 

Find a word concept that you can physically point to in alphabetical order. 

Flip a coin and if you guess right you win twenty five cents. 

Put this word into a gender category. 

I was thinking about in Persepolis when she has the boyfriend and how she sees him when she feels in love with him and then after when they break up. That was the best part of that movie I think. I dunno, I think I am like that with people all the time just all over the place and I can't even understand it. I was thinking maybe that is a more female thing-maybe men have more constant views but maybe not. Maybe that is why women are more no no no about certain things because it changes the faces that they see.